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please leave a message after the beep.

3:07am Hey, I'm sorry if this is a bad time, but I've been feeling lonely lately and I just wanted to know how you were doing. Call back when you can, All right, bye. 4:27am Hey, it's me, again. Sorry, I'm calling, it's just that I'm feeling weaker by the hour and I don't know… Continue reading please leave a message after the beep.

Gallimaufry

leave me before i get too close.

The beast is real. And it manipulates the way we feel. Instead of looking for the good in people, we look for the bad and find ourselves loving them anyway. Because we're under the impression that if you don't have a story, you're not a victim to pain. As if those who get wet when it… Continue reading leave me before i get too close.

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it used to be you.

I'm surprised how quickly I became infatuated with a stranger I barely knew. And maybe it was because he was the first boy I saw that wasn't you or if he was just someone so new; I cannot tell you specifically, I can only say how he made me feel. And I know the sky… Continue reading it used to be you.

To Him.

1:07 am

I shouldn’t be up this late, but I need You. I need Your eyes; I need to know what they see. I need to know whether You see a future with or without me. I know I’m giving You space, And yes I’m keeping my distance, But the feeling that we’re breaking, Has come into… Continue reading 1:07 am

life

contaminated love.

“What are you so afraid of?” he asked me. “I’m afraid of myself. Of not knowing what I’m feeling.” “What do you mean by that?” "I could either be in love and not know it; leave you for it and realize later I made a mistake.”   “Or?”   “Think I’m in love and not… Continue reading contaminated love.

For him.

Trailing back to you.

They told me distance makes the heart grow fonder but how could a love so strong grow stronger under the circumstances of being away? I've wept for a love that in distance lost its way. I refused to believe what they told me was true but I was naive to think I'd lose love in you when really it's just… Continue reading Trailing back to you.