Gallimaufry

the things i really wanted to say, but didn’t.

When I looked into your eyes just now, I felt utterly vulnerable. I couldn't remember the last time we had a one-on-one conversation or the last time we were in sync or even the last time you looked at me with the sole purpose of knowing all of me. I couldn't remember. No, I can't… Continue reading the things i really wanted to say, but didn’t.

Gallimaufry

sometimes battles don’t make us stronger.

You were all I ever needed, You were all I thought was good, Until good became a question, But letting you go, I never could. So I tried to make it better, But better wasn't enough, Your depression overwhelmed me, And soon it hurt to bluff. I can't handle it I told you, I could… Continue reading sometimes battles don’t make us stronger.

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please leave a message after the beep.

3:07am Hey, I'm sorry if this is a bad time, but I've been feeling lonely lately and I just wanted to know how you were doing. Call back when you can, All right, bye. 4:27am Hey, it's me, again. Sorry, I'm calling, it's just that I'm feeling weaker by the hour and I don't know… Continue reading please leave a message after the beep.

Gallimaufry

leave me before i get too close.

The beast is real. And it manipulates the way we feel. Instead of looking for the good in people, we look for the bad and find ourselves loving them anyway. Because we're under the impression that if you don't have a story, you're not a victim to pain. As if those who get wet when it… Continue reading leave me before i get too close.

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it used to be you.

I'm surprised how quickly I became infatuated with a stranger I barely knew. And maybe it was because he was the first boy I saw that wasn't you or if he was just someone so new; I cannot tell you specifically, I can only say how he made me feel. And I know the sky… Continue reading it used to be you.

For him.

to love and be loved.

I gave a part of my life to you and in exchange, you gave me part of yours. And I savored every second, minute, and hour of it knowing one day I'd no longer be able to give you the life you were always meant to live. And that's the thing about love, you can… Continue reading to love and be loved.