This month I feel different. I feel older; my mindset's changing. I don't think the same anymore, talk the same, walk the same, live and breathe the same. I'm beginning to feel the absence of my childhood because I don't want to play anymore. I want to work, I want to contribute, and I want… Continue reading Day 255 of 365
I feel the hot breeze of summer's air. I smell the fresh baked cookies we'll one day share. I hear the leaves on trees with our names on its bark. But I see the ending to something that never had a fair chance to start.
Welcome to the this year's mid-point. June. How are we doing so far? Good, I hope. Even better if we haven't thrown our resolutions away just yet! Stay strong, 2018 won't be here much longer. Oh, perk up! School's out, summer's here, time to stop and feel the heat of the sun on your skin.… Continue reading Day 157 of 365
Life update: I am undeniably happy. Yup, that's right, I'm changing my major AGAIN. I don't know why I couldn't just accept my passion in the first place rather than run away from it. I love music. I love art. I love acting. Oh but if I major in math, people will think I'm smart… Continue reading Day 81 of 365
I was never one to take my time on things. I figured that if I tried my best in the time that I had, then that would always be enough. Well, until I realized it wasn't nor would it ever. In high school, I got decent grades, got involved in sports, volunteered, joined clubs; did… Continue reading Day 68 of 365
Yesterday morning, I woke up to a text from a friend that read, I want to know how to love. My first concern was whether or not I should have an answer for him, seeing as I write about love so frequently, but in all honesty, what did I know about knowing how to love?… Continue reading Day 22 of 365
He was my supplement of the sun when my sun no longer shined. My overview of the world when my eyes became blind. He was my inner sweetest, most deepest desires. But also the match that sparked my internal fires. I did not realize I was flammable Until I suffered third degree burns God, when… Continue reading in this world.