but my dear, you have such beautiful eyes, why keep them closed?

all you see is me standing in the doorway not the two hour drive it took me to get there or the change i spent hours rummaging through couches for just to find enough to get gas or the two hour drive im going to have to make to get home no you dont see… Continue reading but my dear, you have such beautiful eyes, why keep them closed?


dead end depression—a messy poem

Constantly trying to escape To places, to people Without reason Without cause Without purpose There's no way out because there wasn't suppose to be a way in Four corners two closing in Look both ways before you cross ceaseless traffic Pray to God you make it over safely. Pray to God you make it. Pray… Continue reading dead end depression—a messy poem


life is a highway—a messy poem

Pushing 80 on the freeway With all the windows down Blasting The Chainsmokers through the auxiliary chord Hoping it drowns out the sound in my head The silence I feel empty. He says I take things to the extreme That I get defensive --I get mean And most times I only prove him right by… Continue reading life is a highway—a messy poem


Sobered thoughts.

It’s nights like these where I wonder most what alcohol tastes like. That if I ran now, could I make it? Nights where I don’t care to wonder if tomorrow will come. Only wonder if I’d be better off if it didn’t. And I think to myself, it’s not fair to him. After all he’s… Continue reading Sobered thoughts.

2018, Gallimaufry

Gone, Gone, Gone.

I do I do this a thousand times I never fail to make you cry I don't know why I'm sorry But you always forgive somehow I never fail to let you down I'm breathing while You're drowning I know you want this to work But darling you are aching So let us stop pretending… Continue reading Gone, Gone, Gone.


Day 278 of 365

And all of a sudden, September A.K.A the Wicked Witch of the East was killed by none other than the beautiful month of October. FINALLY!! Mark my words, I will be celebrating the ending of September for the rest of the year. Why you ask? BECAUSE IT WAS ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE. I've had ups and downs… Continue reading Day 278 of 365