I feel most comfortable when I’m sad Because to some extent, it's peaceful Staring blankly into space Consumed by nothing short of emptiness Lacking appetite Losing hope Surrounded by complete and utter silence Just the way I like it Peaceful And sure they say sadness is temporary But happiness is too Sadness just signs a… Continue reading Rest In Peace
Sometimes I don't understand why I always try to do things the right way. Especially when they don't feel right to me. But I like to think it's because I want to make other people happy. To me, the right way is their way. Never my way. Because my right is wrong. And my wrong… Continue reading Conflicted, lost, but trying.
What? June's already over?? JU----LYING!!! (Yes I know I'm late...bear with me.) Wow, where to start? I've already done so much; I've traveled, written music, and procrastinated over school, what more is there to say? I'm happy. I'm so undeniably happy and I never get tired of saying that. This year has been something absolutely wonderful. I… Continue reading Day 205 of 365
I’m just waiting for the day when he tells me, “I don’t want you anymore.” I expect it by now, how could I ever be this happy and it be real? I’m fooling myself, I could never be this happy, could I? But I love him. I loved him the day I met him because… Continue reading For Him.
And grades are in! It's official, I completed my first year of college with straight A's. WOW. STRAIGHT A's! If you had told me in high school that in college I'd make it onto the Dean's list, I would have...TOTALLY BELIEVED YOU. For all four years of high school, I kept telling my family I… Continue reading Day 163 of 365
Welcome to the this year's mid-point. June. How are we doing so far? Good, I hope. Even better if we haven't thrown our resolutions away just yet! Stay strong, 2018 won't be here much longer. Oh, perk up! School's out, summer's here, time to stop and feel the heat of the sun on your skin.… Continue reading Day 157 of 365
I remember April as if it were yesterday, which is crazy because we’re already a week into May! Oh all the things I have yet to do! These are the goals I will attempt to pursue: Work my running endurance time up to 25 minutes. Try to increase my push-up count to 30. Shed three… Continue reading Day 128 of 365