Day 60 of 365

Is it just me, or is February the latest track star? Seriously, feels like just yesterday I was welcoming it into the new year but now I totally get it when they say you blink once and you miss everything.

If that’s the case, then so be it!

Greeting to March! But beware, I’m not letting you out of my sight this time! In fact, staring contest, 1..2..3..GO!

My plans are plain and simple and essentially a roll over from last months plans:

  • Make business cards
  • File paperwork for my new production company
  • And hit the gym AT LEAST 1-2 times a week (I figured that if I lowered my standards a little, I’d surprise myself! We’ll see…)

Also, life update!

I have absolutely no idea as to what my educational plan is. My current classes aren’t giving me pleasure and my thoughts on my future are becoming a blur. I’m a dunce for thinking I had a fool proof plan by majoring in something totally opposite from the area of field I genuinely wish to pursue all because, “well people never work in jobs they originally went to school for anyway.”

But I want to act. I want to write. I want to make art with the broken pieces of me and sew them together to make a masterpiece.

And that’s the truth.

I am most connected with the right side of my brain than I will ever be with my left, so why am I trying so hard to be what I am undoubtedly not?

To be successful? To be guaranteed a comfortable life? But isn’t that what the purpose of this evolving generation is? To break the barriers where the left side of the brain is more valued than the right and to create a new society where art is just as valuable?

Maybe not. After all, art is culture, not a breakthrough.

But my goal is to make it one, though I can’t do that studying mathematics now can I? So next semester, I am going to take whatever I want, regardless whether it’s UC transferable. I will take classes like music theory, acting, politics, Spanish, French, creative writing, whatever I want. I have all the time in the world to figure out exactly who I want to be. Right now, all I know is what I want to do, and I am determined to do it.

Thanks for reading and until next time,

Be seeing you. xX


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